If I'm quiet now - On my own a lot, Ink under plants Tree trunk by water, Bare feet - It's because I'm done with chaos. My own mind tortured me With tangled noise - Distress signals screaming, Siren doubts, singing louder Over each other For the sanity trophy In a soup bowl. Silence Once was to me An unreachable precious prayer, The ghostlike glitter water The thirsting throat imagines In the desert. I dipped disbelieving, grateful hands Into this stream And here I swim. Here I swim. LJ Ireton 2023